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For all those interested,
My commissions are now fully open!
5$ Digitally Drawn Sketches!
10$ Digital Speedpaints!
20$ Colour Pieces, Fully digital!
Hand drawn sketches as well as full shaded or coloured pieces available in many sizes, this option allows the physical originals sent to you if shipping is paid!
Anything that you want drawn, contact me for more information!
I'll be accepting paypal.
(Extreme gore is about the only thing I will not do. A little blood is alright, within reason. I have no problem with nudity or fetishes, again though, within reason.)
(Prices liable to increase a few dollars due to complexity and time spent. The listed prices are a base charge. I will discuss this with you beforehand if I feel there's going to be a change.)
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Rules:
1. You must post these rules.
2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you, then create ten new questions for the people you tag to answer.
3. You have to choose 10 new people to tag and post their icons in your journal.
4. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged them.
5. No tag backs.
6. No stuff about "Oh, you're tagged if your reading this," it's a waste of time to me. Just go ahead and surprise 10 and only 10 people.
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Questions from me;
1) Fav Pokemon ? Blaziken.
2) Icecream or Popsicles? Option one.
3) Your favorite ship <3 ....Thorki. Thor x Loki. OBVIOUSLY.
4) How many characters have you made and still have? Uh guh fuck I think I've made 23..7? I still have about.. 40-50 I think.
5) Color of eyes? They change too frequently. Gray/Green/Blue
6) 10% or 100% ? 20% Cooler. (idk lol ;-; )
7) Cats or Dogs? Cats bro. Their familia are much more fun to draw and stuff.
8) Were you a duck in your past life? Not feelin it. Might've been a yeti tho.
9) FAV video game? I don't- OH I KNOW. Fuckin disciples 2.
10) Butt sex? NOPE. Stop. Don't touch me there. That is. My private square.
Now to tag 10 people of your (my) choice. May the odds forEVER be in your favor.
nope because nope.
:3 <3
1. You must post these rules.
2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you, then create ten new questions for the people you tag to answer.
3. You have to choose 10 new people to tag and post their icons in your journal.
4. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged them.
5. No tag backs.
6. No stuff about "Oh, you're tagged if your reading this," it's a waste of time to me. Just go ahead and surprise 10 and only 10 people.
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Questions from me;
1) Fav Pokemon ? Blaziken.
2) Icecream or Popsicles? Option one.
3) Your favorite ship <3 ....Thorki. Thor x Loki. OBVIOUSLY.
4) How many characters have you made and still have? Uh guh fuck I think I've made 23..7? I still have about.. 40-50 I think.
5) Color of eyes? They change too frequently. Gray/Green/Blue
6) 10% or 100% ? 20% Cooler. (idk lol ;-; )
7) Cats or Dogs? Cats bro. Their familia are much more fun to draw and stuff.
8) Were you a duck in your past life? Not feelin it. Might've been a yeti tho.
9) FAV video game? I don't- OH I KNOW. Fuckin disciples 2.
10) Butt sex? NOPE. Stop. Don't touch me there. That is. My private square.
Now to tag 10 people of your (my) choice. May the odds forEVER be in your favor.
nope because nope.
:3 <3
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Yet another beautiful tag.
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I am really:
Passive aggressive.
My cellphone company is:
Koodo.
My eye color is:
They change. Typically gray blue though.
My shoe size is:
I actually have no idea what my female shoe size is?? Cause it changes, but my male shoe size is 7.
I am allergic to:
Only partly allergic to pomegranate and pineapple in the way I can consume them but option one makes me feel really nauseous and the latter gives me a bump or two on my tongue.
Last book you read:
The Hypnotist by Lars Kepler
My bed is:
Twin size or whatever and amazing and comfy and akljfrlkje.
My best friend:
I've got four of what you'd call those.. best friends. Wat do.
Xbox or ps3:
Oh god. Careful the internet has made this question increasingly annoying to me and plEASE DON'T MAKE ME DECIDE BETWEEN TWO CONSOLES I DON'T FUCKING OWN AND THEREFORE CANNOT MAKE AN INFORMED FUCKING DECISION THAT I WOULDN'T ADMIT ANYWAY THANK YOU.
In my pockets:
Liiiint.
On my calendar:
A bunch of angry x's where I need to finish projects.
Marriage is:
A good goal but shouldn't be the only thing you work towards. Prooobably only a dream for me, mind. :/
The last three songs I bought were?
Hold on gotta check-
Sail - AWOLNATION
Mecha Love - Hadouken! (I got sick of my shitty youtube rip)
I bought the full album of Suburban Nature from Sarah Jaffe, (Because I wanted to support her and delete the last of my torrented stuff of hers. ;-; NOW ITS ALL LEGIT SO D:<) So, the last song I listened to from that was Better Than Nothing.
Last two YouTube videos watched:
Sysyphe - Sinking ( www.youtube.com/watch?v=WgyM2Q… )
Austra - Beat And The Pulse ( www.youtube.com/watch?v=S94Kb4… )
Good god I'm hipster.
How many cousins do you have?
Oh god no thank you not even going to try counting.
Do you have any siblings?
None..
Are your parents divorced?
No.
Are you taller than your mom?
lmao yeah!
Do you play an instrument?
I was never very good at that. So no. Not really. I used to play flute. I don't remember the notes anymore, but I can still make it sound beautiful.
What did you do yesterday?
Went and watched the Avengers and did homework.
[I Believe In]
Love at first sight: No. Lust yes.
Luck: Generally no.
Fate: Perhaps slightly.
Karma: Completely.
Yourself: ...Not really.
Aliens: lol. Saying no would mean that there is no intelligent life anywhere else in an endless expanse with several pretty much mirrored galaxies. Yes. Did they come here however is another question.
Heaven: -
Hell: -
God: Agnostic. Therefore I can't necessarily respond.
Horoscopes: Completely.
Soul mates: ...Hm. Difficult to say really.
Ghosts: Depends really.
Gay Marriage: ... You mean marriage? Yes.
War: Mans war is mindless. I cannot say yes to a species as misguided as us.
Magic: I've got personal opinions on this I prefer not to share.
[This or That]
Hugs or Kisses: Kisses.
Drunk or High: Neither..
Phone or Online: Really picky about option one. So Online I guess.
Red heads or Black haired: ...Oh god I'm torn.. Black haired..?
Blondes or Brunettes: Brunette. I don't want someone the same as me actually.
Hot or cold: Hot.
Summer or winter: Winter.
Autumn or Spring: Autumn minus the rain.
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
Night or Day: Night. Always.
Oranges or Apples: Apples.. This feels like it means more than the fruit.
Curly or Straight hair: Straight.
McDonalds or Burger King: McDicks.
White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk Chocolate.
Mac or PC: PC. Macs have crapped out on me more than this PC ever has so lol, don't trust em for shit.
Coke or Pepsi: Coke.
Hillary or Obama: Obama.
Buried or cremated: Cremated.
Singing or Dancing: Fuuuck. If I could sing better- but then.. Singing if we're not talking me, Dancing if we're talking me.
[Last time I]
Hugged someone:
Saturday.
Last time you ate:
A few hours ago.
Cried in front of someone:
Whenever I went to Kaden's place last. Don't remember exactly what day. hah.. fuck. I'm pathetic.
Went to a movie theater:
Yesterdaaay.
Took a vacation:
Two weeks ago ish to NY.
Swam in a pool:
Like two years ago.
Broke a bone:
Never. (Knock on wood.)
Got a piercing:
I have none, so.
Texted:
Yesterday.
[MISC]
Who makes me laugh the most:
Kaden or Arko, dunno which makes me laugh more, really. Kaden sure is an.. entertainer.
Something I will really miss when I leave home is:
...Please don't make me think of that. Probably the comfort of my neighborhood.
The last movie I saw:
The avengers. Consequently have lost control of my liiiiife.
The thing that I'm looking forward to the most:
It's embarrassing to say. (1/3 Chickens)
The thing I'm not looking forward to:
The coming two weeks of rushing.
People call me:
Momma Furry, Aylar, Shaunii, Raven. And another private name. (fuuck 2/3 Chickens)
The most difficult thing to do is:
Pretend to get along with people I fucking hate.
My zodiac sign is:
Taurus, the bull.
The first person I talked to today was:
Bubbles.
First time I had a crush:
Grade 1 lmao. Still have a few lingering feelings for the boy. Whatever I felt back then stuck, as childish and misunderstood as it was. But he's turned his back on me without finding out how I felt, so lol. :I
The one person who I can't hide things from:
Raen. Kaden doesn't pry, and doesn't quite try to read my eyes, so it's a little easier with him.
Last time someone said something I was thinking:
Saturday, bubbles did.
Right now I am talking to:
Nobody.
What are you going to do when you grow up:
Hopefully become a character designer. If not, professor.
The worst sound in the world:
Tied between a bug in my ear or someone grinding their teeth against their nails.
The person that makes me cry the most is:
..Kaden.
Last person to make me happy:
Raen.
Last time I cried:
Last night.
I lose all respect for people who:
Lie to me or try to manipulate me.
The movie I cried at was:
Beh. Real tears? Fucked if I remember, honestly? I think Armitage. The more recent one.
Your hair color is:
Blonde.
Favorite web site:
Tumblr.
Your dream vacation:
Going on tour with Tegan & Sara, Astronautalis and Sarah Jaffe.
My more realistic dream vacation is going to Ireland or Japan, or back to British Columbia.
The worst pain I was ever in was:
I don't remember why or how I was in the pain I was, probably for good reason, so let's not elaborate further than that, because I seriously can't.
My room is:
Blue, white, and orange. Simple, clean. A reflection of me and filled with only things I hold dear. My sanctuary.
My favorite actor is:
Sam Rockwell. He plays the villain, the crazy one, the intelligent, the misunderstood, all too well..
Where would you like to be right now:
..Going to use my last chicken on this one. (3/3)
Do you want children:
Eventually. Dunno if I'll be having them myself or not, mind. Might adopt.
Ever been in love:
Yeah.
Who's your best friend:
I've got four, lol. Raen, Kaden, Arko, and Bubbles.
More guy friends or girl friends:
Guys.
One thing that makes you feel great is:
When people point out or generally just remember things about me they've noticed or I've told them. Usually good things, or interesting things. Like "I can tell you don't like her. You tilt your head up." or "Your eyes are grey today.. That means calm, right?" (It doesn't mean calm btw, lmao. The day I publicly confess what my eyes mean is the day I stop letting anyone see them.)
One person that you wish you could see right now:
...No chickens left, eh? Well fuck me. Kaden, I guess. He owes me a few things.
Debts are always repaid when promised against anger. Simplistic human wishes, things born of physicality, those aren't my worries. Words create sharper edges. Forgiveness in totality. Dimming, slowly.
Do you have a 5 year plan:
At this point I have no fucking idea.
Have you made a list of things to do before you die:
Yes. Not written. But yes, there's a small list.
Have you pre-named your children:
Eh.. Unfortunately yes, ish. I have a name I like and that I'd definitely consider.
Tegan Jade _lastname_
And not because of Tegan and Sara, just putting it out there.
Last person I got mad at:
Kaden. Wow this just sounds fucking horrid for him, lmao.
I would like to move to:
Vancouver.
I wish I was a professional:
Artist.
[My Favorites]
Vehicle: Actually undecided! I'm sort of partial towards Chevelles of any year.
Singer: Maynard James Keenan
Bands: Tegan and Sara, Astronautalis, Sarah Jaffe
Animal: Currently tied between golden eagles and ravens/crows.
Sport to watch: Moto racing.
Dessert: Mint chocolate chip icecream.
Restaurant: Swiss Chalet.
Radio station: CKLU
Color: Blue.
Dog breed: Utonagan.
Did you answer all these truthfully ?
Yes.
Taggin
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AND PART TWO. HEHE.
1. Who was the last person to call you baby/babe?
Arko. He does often.
2. Anyone crushing on you?
Fucked if I know. ):
3. What is your relationship status?
Single.
4. Has anyone ever sang to you?
Yes. I've been sung to many times.
5. Has anyone ever given you roses?
I've received only two roses in my life.
6. Who do you text the most?
...Used to be Kaden. Now, tbqh, I couldn't tell you. Still him I guess sort of.
7. First person to text today?
First and last in one text was Arko.
8. What color are your eyes?
Blue, and they change to grey and green.
9. What is a compliment you receive often?
That I'm a good listener and know how to help, quite frequently people can't find the right way to tell me I know how to help.
Also that I'm wise beyond my age.
10. Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
Arko, this morning.
11. Do you like your parents?
Yes I do.
12. Do you secretly like someone?
I suppose. Probably a secret from myself too. But I have a feeling somethin's coming.
13. Why did your last relationship end?
He broke up with me because he was "stressed."
I'm not elaborating further than that, it was a stupid mistake on his part.
14. Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
Arko, as usual.
15. Who was the last person you kissed?
Arko.
16. Do you like funny people or serious people?
A mixture of both. It's about knowing when to use those traits.
17. What are you listening to?
Chicago/Clocks - Coldplay vs. Sufjan Stevens.
18. Is the last person you kissed older than you?
By a few weeks, jes.
19. Are you happy right now?
No, I'm actually fuming mad because I hate dis bitch dats causing me problems.
20. If you could have one thing right now what would it be
We're being honest?
Him.
An ambiguous term.
Woo.
(1/3 Chickens.)
21. Who makes you happiest right now?
Bubbles and Arko making an effort to be in my life very frequently. It makes me feel wanted..
22. Do you want to get married & have children one day?
Mhmm, yes, eventually.
23. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I do all the time.
24. How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you?
During the time we were dating? Well shit um, one? I think? Yeh. One. Arko did, still does, even though he's like a bro... That I kiss and hug all the time...????
WEIRD.
25. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
I generally have considered it, usually midway after breaking up, I like ponder "lol I wonder what it'd be like being married to them??" and then it typically ends in "LOL WOW IM HAPPY I DIDNT"
But just generally, friends/relationships included? Yeah I think I have once or twice for whatever reason.
26. Are you crushing on someone?
Answered this, didn't I? Secret crush is the same as a normal one.
27. Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
Yes..
28. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yeeep.
29. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Relationship actually. Stuck single though because I never seem to pick the right fucking person.
"You never try to get a boyfriend, don't complain about not having one" was said to me once lol.
OH SORRY GETTING MY HEART TRAMPLED BY THE ONES I WANT IS KIND OF A DOWNER.
But yeah, option two, most don't know because I keep my mouth shut after having that said to me.
fff.
30. Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
Like, face to face, sitting down, serious business "I love you.", no. I have never not meant that. The only time I don't is when someone does something stupid and I laugh and say "haha I love you", times like that I'm not meaning it.
31. Have you ever had your heart broken?
...Yes.
32. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I have.
33. If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
What's done is done.
34. Think any of your ex's feel the same?
...I've never put any thought into that. I know one of them does want to go back. Maybe- No no, two of them do. And a mayybe on another two.
35. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I guess in some aspects. I'm pretty low maintenance, easy to please once you've got the hang of it. But if you don't I'm a living hell to deal with.
36. Have you dated people who were not good to you?
Yes.. And I refuse to talk to anyone about that one.
37. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No.
38. Do you believe in love at first sight?
39. Ever been given an engagement ring?
LOL FUCK NO.
40. Do you want to get married?
Yes eventually. Answered this, just with kids.
41. Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
Yeh. Jokingly. Once almost seriously.
42. Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Yep. Never pursued, never even TRIED. Because that's wrong. :/
43. Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
Words can't describe the pain.
44. Have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up with you?
Yes. One of them, mere moments after doing it. And you know what- FUCK OFF.
You don't break up with me for a bullshit reason then say "owait no lol I regret that, take me back plz"
It doesn't work like that.
You ended it, obviously there's either something wrong or I'm not that important.
Anyway.
45. Would you believe your ex if he said they love you?
Yep. Been there, done that, probably still will deal with similar things in the future.
46. Would you ever date your best male friend?
This is a bullshit questionnaire..Yes. I would.
47. If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew was wrong for them would you speak up?
Yes, and I have.
48. Do you regret any of your relationships?
No sir. Live, learn, etc.
49. Would you date an ex?
Current line up and current situation and how we are now and etc with all of em? No I wouldn't. In the future? Who can tell.
Passive aggressive.
My cellphone company is:
Koodo.
My eye color is:
They change. Typically gray blue though.
My shoe size is:
I actually have no idea what my female shoe size is?? Cause it changes, but my male shoe size is 7.
I am allergic to:
Only partly allergic to pomegranate and pineapple in the way I can consume them but option one makes me feel really nauseous and the latter gives me a bump or two on my tongue.
Last book you read:
The Hypnotist by Lars Kepler
My bed is:
Twin size or whatever and amazing and comfy and akljfrlkje.
My best friend:
I've got four of what you'd call those.. best friends. Wat do.
Xbox or ps3:
Oh god. Careful the internet has made this question increasingly annoying to me and plEASE DON'T MAKE ME DECIDE BETWEEN TWO CONSOLES I DON'T FUCKING OWN AND THEREFORE CANNOT MAKE AN INFORMED FUCKING DECISION THAT I WOULDN'T ADMIT ANYWAY THANK YOU.
In my pockets:
Liiiint.
On my calendar:
A bunch of angry x's where I need to finish projects.
Marriage is:
A good goal but shouldn't be the only thing you work towards. Prooobably only a dream for me, mind. :/
The last three songs I bought were?
Hold on gotta check-
Sail - AWOLNATION
Mecha Love - Hadouken! (I got sick of my shitty youtube rip)
I bought the full album of Suburban Nature from Sarah Jaffe, (Because I wanted to support her and delete the last of my torrented stuff of hers. ;-; NOW ITS ALL LEGIT SO D:<) So, the last song I listened to from that was Better Than Nothing.
Last two YouTube videos watched:
Sysyphe - Sinking ( www.youtube.com/watch?v=WgyM2Q… )
Austra - Beat And The Pulse ( www.youtube.com/watch?v=S94Kb4… )
Good god I'm hipster.
How many cousins do you have?
Oh god no thank you not even going to try counting.
Do you have any siblings?
None..
Are your parents divorced?
No.
Are you taller than your mom?
lmao yeah!
Do you play an instrument?
I was never very good at that. So no. Not really. I used to play flute. I don't remember the notes anymore, but I can still make it sound beautiful.
What did you do yesterday?
Went and watched the Avengers and did homework.
[I Believe In]
Love at first sight: No. Lust yes.
Luck: Generally no.
Fate: Perhaps slightly.
Karma: Completely.
Yourself: ...Not really.
Aliens: lol. Saying no would mean that there is no intelligent life anywhere else in an endless expanse with several pretty much mirrored galaxies. Yes. Did they come here however is another question.
Heaven: -
Hell: -
God: Agnostic. Therefore I can't necessarily respond.
Horoscopes: Completely.
Soul mates: ...Hm. Difficult to say really.
Ghosts: Depends really.
Gay Marriage: ... You mean marriage? Yes.
War: Mans war is mindless. I cannot say yes to a species as misguided as us.
Magic: I've got personal opinions on this I prefer not to share.
[This or That]
Hugs or Kisses: Kisses.
Drunk or High: Neither..
Phone or Online: Really picky about option one. So Online I guess.
Red heads or Black haired: ...Oh god I'm torn.. Black haired..?
Blondes or Brunettes: Brunette. I don't want someone the same as me actually.
Hot or cold: Hot.
Summer or winter: Winter.
Autumn or Spring: Autumn minus the rain.
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
Night or Day: Night. Always.
Oranges or Apples: Apples.. This feels like it means more than the fruit.
Curly or Straight hair: Straight.
McDonalds or Burger King: McDicks.
White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk Chocolate.
Mac or PC: PC. Macs have crapped out on me more than this PC ever has so lol, don't trust em for shit.
Coke or Pepsi: Coke.
Hillary or Obama: Obama.
Buried or cremated: Cremated.
Singing or Dancing: Fuuuck. If I could sing better- but then.. Singing if we're not talking me, Dancing if we're talking me.
[Last time I]
Hugged someone:
Saturday.
Last time you ate:
A few hours ago.
Cried in front of someone:
Whenever I went to Kaden's place last. Don't remember exactly what day. hah.. fuck. I'm pathetic.
Went to a movie theater:
Yesterdaaay.
Took a vacation:
Two weeks ago ish to NY.
Swam in a pool:
Like two years ago.
Broke a bone:
Never. (Knock on wood.)
Got a piercing:
I have none, so.
Texted:
Yesterday.
[MISC]
Who makes me laugh the most:
Kaden or Arko, dunno which makes me laugh more, really. Kaden sure is an.. entertainer.
Something I will really miss when I leave home is:
...Please don't make me think of that. Probably the comfort of my neighborhood.
The last movie I saw:
The avengers. Consequently have lost control of my liiiiife.
The thing that I'm looking forward to the most:
It's embarrassing to say. (1/3 Chickens)
The thing I'm not looking forward to:
The coming two weeks of rushing.
People call me:
Momma Furry, Aylar, Shaunii, Raven. And another private name. (fuuck 2/3 Chickens)
The most difficult thing to do is:
Pretend to get along with people I fucking hate.
My zodiac sign is:
Taurus, the bull.
The first person I talked to today was:
Bubbles.
First time I had a crush:
Grade 1 lmao. Still have a few lingering feelings for the boy. Whatever I felt back then stuck, as childish and misunderstood as it was. But he's turned his back on me without finding out how I felt, so lol. :I
The one person who I can't hide things from:
Raen. Kaden doesn't pry, and doesn't quite try to read my eyes, so it's a little easier with him.
Last time someone said something I was thinking:
Saturday, bubbles did.
Right now I am talking to:
Nobody.
What are you going to do when you grow up:
Hopefully become a character designer. If not, professor.
The worst sound in the world:
Tied between a bug in my ear or someone grinding their teeth against their nails.
The person that makes me cry the most is:
..Kaden.
Last person to make me happy:
Raen.
Last time I cried:
Last night.
I lose all respect for people who:
Lie to me or try to manipulate me.
The movie I cried at was:
Beh. Real tears? Fucked if I remember, honestly? I think Armitage. The more recent one.
Your hair color is:
Blonde.
Favorite web site:
Tumblr.
Your dream vacation:
Going on tour with Tegan & Sara, Astronautalis and Sarah Jaffe.
My more realistic dream vacation is going to Ireland or Japan, or back to British Columbia.
The worst pain I was ever in was:
I don't remember why or how I was in the pain I was, probably for good reason, so let's not elaborate further than that, because I seriously can't.
My room is:
Blue, white, and orange. Simple, clean. A reflection of me and filled with only things I hold dear. My sanctuary.
My favorite actor is:
Sam Rockwell. He plays the villain, the crazy one, the intelligent, the misunderstood, all too well..
Where would you like to be right now:
..Going to use my last chicken on this one. (3/3)
Do you want children:
Eventually. Dunno if I'll be having them myself or not, mind. Might adopt.
Ever been in love:
Yeah.
Who's your best friend:
I've got four, lol. Raen, Kaden, Arko, and Bubbles.
More guy friends or girl friends:
Guys.
One thing that makes you feel great is:
When people point out or generally just remember things about me they've noticed or I've told them. Usually good things, or interesting things. Like "I can tell you don't like her. You tilt your head up." or "Your eyes are grey today.. That means calm, right?" (It doesn't mean calm btw, lmao. The day I publicly confess what my eyes mean is the day I stop letting anyone see them.)
One person that you wish you could see right now:
...No chickens left, eh? Well fuck me. Kaden, I guess. He owes me a few things.
Debts are always repaid when promised against anger. Simplistic human wishes, things born of physicality, those aren't my worries. Words create sharper edges. Forgiveness in totality. Dimming, slowly.
Do you have a 5 year plan:
At this point I have no fucking idea.
Have you made a list of things to do before you die:
Yes. Not written. But yes, there's a small list.
Have you pre-named your children:
Eh.. Unfortunately yes, ish. I have a name I like and that I'd definitely consider.
Tegan Jade _lastname_
And not because of Tegan and Sara, just putting it out there.
Last person I got mad at:
Kaden. Wow this just sounds fucking horrid for him, lmao.
I would like to move to:
Vancouver.
I wish I was a professional:
Artist.
[My Favorites]
Vehicle: Actually undecided! I'm sort of partial towards Chevelles of any year.
Singer: Maynard James Keenan
Bands: Tegan and Sara, Astronautalis, Sarah Jaffe
Animal: Currently tied between golden eagles and ravens/crows.
Sport to watch: Moto racing.
Dessert: Mint chocolate chip icecream.
Restaurant: Swiss Chalet.
Radio station: CKLU
Color: Blue.
Dog breed: Utonagan.
Did you answer all these truthfully ?
Yes.
Taggin
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AND PART TWO. HEHE.
1. Who was the last person to call you baby/babe?
Arko. He does often.
2. Anyone crushing on you?
Fucked if I know. ):
3. What is your relationship status?
Single.
4. Has anyone ever sang to you?
Yes. I've been sung to many times.
5. Has anyone ever given you roses?
I've received only two roses in my life.
6. Who do you text the most?
...Used to be Kaden. Now, tbqh, I couldn't tell you. Still him I guess sort of.
7. First person to text today?
First and last in one text was Arko.
8. What color are your eyes?
Blue, and they change to grey and green.
9. What is a compliment you receive often?
That I'm a good listener and know how to help, quite frequently people can't find the right way to tell me I know how to help.
Also that I'm wise beyond my age.
10. Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
Arko, this morning.
11. Do you like your parents?
Yes I do.
12. Do you secretly like someone?
I suppose. Probably a secret from myself too. But I have a feeling somethin's coming.
13. Why did your last relationship end?
He broke up with me because he was "stressed."
I'm not elaborating further than that, it was a stupid mistake on his part.
14. Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
Arko, as usual.
15. Who was the last person you kissed?
Arko.
16. Do you like funny people or serious people?
A mixture of both. It's about knowing when to use those traits.
17. What are you listening to?
Chicago/Clocks - Coldplay vs. Sufjan Stevens.
18. Is the last person you kissed older than you?
By a few weeks, jes.
19. Are you happy right now?
No, I'm actually fuming mad because I hate dis bitch dats causing me problems.
20. If you could have one thing right now what would it be
We're being honest?
Him.
An ambiguous term.
Woo.
(1/3 Chickens.)
21. Who makes you happiest right now?
Bubbles and Arko making an effort to be in my life very frequently. It makes me feel wanted..
22. Do you want to get married & have children one day?
Mhmm, yes, eventually.
23. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I do all the time.
24. How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you?
During the time we were dating? Well shit um, one? I think? Yeh. One. Arko did, still does, even though he's like a bro... That I kiss and hug all the time...????
WEIRD.
25. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
I generally have considered it, usually midway after breaking up, I like ponder "lol I wonder what it'd be like being married to them??" and then it typically ends in "LOL WOW IM HAPPY I DIDNT"
But just generally, friends/relationships included? Yeah I think I have once or twice for whatever reason.
26. Are you crushing on someone?
Answered this, didn't I? Secret crush is the same as a normal one.
27. Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
Yes..
28. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yeeep.
29. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Relationship actually. Stuck single though because I never seem to pick the right fucking person.
"You never try to get a boyfriend, don't complain about not having one" was said to me once lol.
OH SORRY GETTING MY HEART TRAMPLED BY THE ONES I WANT IS KIND OF A DOWNER.
But yeah, option two, most don't know because I keep my mouth shut after having that said to me.
fff.
30. Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
Like, face to face, sitting down, serious business "I love you.", no. I have never not meant that. The only time I don't is when someone does something stupid and I laugh and say "haha I love you", times like that I'm not meaning it.
31. Have you ever had your heart broken?
...Yes.
32. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I have.
33. If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
What's done is done.
34. Think any of your ex's feel the same?
...I've never put any thought into that. I know one of them does want to go back. Maybe- No no, two of them do. And a mayybe on another two.
35. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I guess in some aspects. I'm pretty low maintenance, easy to please once you've got the hang of it. But if you don't I'm a living hell to deal with.
36. Have you dated people who were not good to you?
Yes.. And I refuse to talk to anyone about that one.
37. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No.
38. Do you believe in love at first sight?
39. Ever been given an engagement ring?
LOL FUCK NO.
40. Do you want to get married?
Yes eventually. Answered this, just with kids.
41. Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
Yeh. Jokingly. Once almost seriously.
42. Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Yep. Never pursued, never even TRIED. Because that's wrong. :/
43. Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
Words can't describe the pain.
44. Have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up with you?
Yes. One of them, mere moments after doing it. And you know what- FUCK OFF.
You don't break up with me for a bullshit reason then say "owait no lol I regret that, take me back plz"
It doesn't work like that.
You ended it, obviously there's either something wrong or I'm not that important.
Anyway.
45. Would you believe your ex if he said they love you?
Yep. Been there, done that, probably still will deal with similar things in the future.
46. Would you ever date your best male friend?
This is a bullshit questionnaire..Yes. I would.
47. If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew was wrong for them would you speak up?
Yes, and I have.
48. Do you regret any of your relationships?
No sir. Live, learn, etc.
49. Would you date an ex?
Current line up and current situation and how we are now and etc with all of em? No I wouldn't. In the future? Who can tell.
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Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
Holy shit who comes up with these questions? Um.. Probably? I don't even know, jesus. INVADING OPENING QUESTION.
You talked to an ex today, correct?
Yes, I deed.
Is trust a big issue for you?
Huge.
Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
Of course..? Again, poking fun here, but what exactly are the parameters of "Like"?
Do you think it's disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Absolutely.
What is the last beverage you had?
Ginger Ale.
How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
Fully? Eh.. I've got two 99%ers.
Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Yes, I do. I don't often wear them, but I have a couple pairs.
What are you gonna do Saturday night?
Probably hang out with Senor Bubbles.
Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
... No. I'm not.
Do you think you'll change in the next 3 months?
A minute amount, probably. I hope I do artistically.
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
It's funny cause I'm not comfortable answering this question, due to the fact I don't want my response to be misinterpreted, I won't.
The last time you felt broken?
... I guess a few days ago when I had that nightmare?
Are you starting to realize anything?
That I should never have associated with some of the people I used to.
Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
As gorgeous as they are, I don't think I would. Besides, I can't really put my head under water, so.
Are your eyes the same color as your dad's?
Yeah, they are, but they change like my mums.
What do you want right this second?
If we're being totally honest, I would like to be sleeping on his bed. Mine's not comfortable or safe for me right now. I haven't had any sleep since the other night.
What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
Confines of like/love need to be defined, but generally, if I was in love with someone and that happened, I'm not in control of that. Am I supposed to be bothered?
Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
Completely.
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
You know I thought about this once, I don't think I could.
What was the last thing that made you laugh?
Kaden. He always does.
Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
...Yes.
Does everyone deserve a second chance?
Absolutely not.
Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
No. I love him, very much so. I could never harbour hatred for him.
Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
They're not really feelings, it's a stagnant just-in-case-you-want-me-I'm-here-but-it's-kay type of feel, and yes the person knows. Other than that I'm not like, in love with anyone or anything special.
Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
Drink it all the time, so lol no.
Listening to?
Dress Looks Nice On You - Sufjan Stevens
"I can see a lot of life in you.
I can see a lot of bright in you.
And I think the dress looks nice on you.
I can see a lot of life in you."
I like this song. I hope that someone says it to me if they see me in a dress. That'd have a profound meaning.
Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
All the time. Draw with it too.
Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
He's at home having a nap.
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not entirely. Sight? No. But in the first conversation, you might feel that click, might feel an intense desire to know more, see more, and it could evolve in time. I don't personally think love is that fast, or that it can be recognized as that feeling through one look.
Who did you last call?
I don't call people.. So I have no idea.
Who was the last person you danced with?
Arko most likely, at his house is the last place I remember, so.
Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
...Cause I wanted to? What kind of question is that?
lol alterior motives, obviously a kiss is going to move the world.
Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
Is that even a question? Obviously 99% of people have. We act stupid in front of the people we like.
Do you tan in the nude?
Yes. I would, I'd have to, but I don't really have a safe place to do so. My yard isn't that private, and my camp isn't as much as it used to be.
If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
Finally gaining the confidence to? No way. I love kisses. D:!
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Kaden. I usually do.
Do you sing in the shower?
Often. I don't even care that I'm probably horridly off tune due to the fact I'm dueling with the music I play. It's a good stress release.
Do you dance in the car?
Not really dance, but I bob my head and sway in an s pattern with my spine all smooth like. :3
Ever used a bow and arrow?
Yuppers! I really enjoy using any sort of ranged weapon to be honest. I used to have great aim. I'd have to practice again though.
Do you think musicals are cheesy?
Completely! That's what makes them great!
Is Christmas stressful?
EHUGH. YES.
Favorite type of fruit pie?
Apple or black cherry.
Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Teacher, artist. That hasn't changed.
Do you believe in ghosts?
To a point. I believe in the whispers and paranoia that everyone has in their heads, they pass off as ghosts to feel better about themselves, more than I do actual ghosts sometimes.
Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
Very often yes. I always do the opposite of what I feel it's supposed to be while it's happening, when I can, makes things very interesting.
What do you wear to bed?
Pj pants or boxers, that's it.
First concert?
The Midway State. Well. Avril Lavigne. The Midway State was the opener. I count them more than her.
Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Walmart.
Nike or Adidas?
How about neither~
Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Option twoooo. Cept I can't eat them in front of people. I have a strange way of eating them.
Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
Writer, musician, or professor/teacher. Someone with an english major, really would be ideal. I've had quite a few people tell me someone like that would be perfect. I agree.
Can you curl your tongue?
Yuppers, and flip it too.
Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Yeah, actually. :3
What is your favorite book?
Tied between A Wolf At The Table, by Augusten Burroughs, and a couple of the stories from my ancient copy of Edgar Allen Poe's extended collection.
Do you study better with or without music?
Usually better with ambience, or instrumentals. With vocals it sometimes gets hard cause I want to sing all the time.
Ever been in love?
Yeah.
Who would you like to see in concert?
TEGAN AND SARA OBVIOUSLY. As well as Astronautalis. Good god I would absolutely kill to see him. Like actually I'd probably leap at seeing him before Tegan and Sara as long as I knew I'd see them too just after. I don't think I'd give up a chance to see T&S to see him. Just so many feels kdfjlkdjglk ;-; And, finally, Sarah Jaffe.
Hot tea or cold tea?
Usually cold.
Can you swim well?
Not at all. I'm horrible at it.
Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yep. Not underwater because it increases my risks for problems but yes. I can.
Are you patient?
The epitome of social patience. And usually other types. Until I get home. Then I don't give a shit, it's my stuff and I want it now.
DJ or band, at a wedding?
DJ. Band would be good but are usually more expensive and don't have a wide enough variety, to me personally.
Opinions on sex before marriage?
It usually happens. I've got a really long opinion on it I'd rather not rant here.
Basically: Don't use it like a contest to see how much you can get/don't be uptight and rude to others if they do and you don't??? Like it's totally cool if you do, or if you don't, that's your deal, I just hate when there's people that are like "OH MY GOD THATS GROSS WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU" and then there's the opposite people that are like "ALL THE SEX ALL THE TIME, EVERYBODY JOIN"
Keep it to yourself, ho damn.
Best room for a fireplace?
Livingroom or large bedroom.
Do you want to get married?
Yehup. Eventually I'd hope so. Not rushing or anything.
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Holy shit who comes up with these questions? Um.. Probably? I don't even know, jesus. INVADING OPENING QUESTION.
You talked to an ex today, correct?
Yes, I deed.
Is trust a big issue for you?
Huge.
Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
Of course..? Again, poking fun here, but what exactly are the parameters of "Like"?
Do you think it's disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Absolutely.
What is the last beverage you had?
Ginger Ale.
How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
Fully? Eh.. I've got two 99%ers.
Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Yes, I do. I don't often wear them, but I have a couple pairs.
What are you gonna do Saturday night?
Probably hang out with Senor Bubbles.
Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
... No. I'm not.
Do you think you'll change in the next 3 months?
A minute amount, probably. I hope I do artistically.
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
It's funny cause I'm not comfortable answering this question, due to the fact I don't want my response to be misinterpreted, I won't.
The last time you felt broken?
... I guess a few days ago when I had that nightmare?
Are you starting to realize anything?
That I should never have associated with some of the people I used to.
Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
As gorgeous as they are, I don't think I would. Besides, I can't really put my head under water, so.
Are your eyes the same color as your dad's?
Yeah, they are, but they change like my mums.
What do you want right this second?
If we're being totally honest, I would like to be sleeping on his bed. Mine's not comfortable or safe for me right now. I haven't had any sleep since the other night.
What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
Confines of like/love need to be defined, but generally, if I was in love with someone and that happened, I'm not in control of that. Am I supposed to be bothered?
Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
Completely.
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
You know I thought about this once, I don't think I could.
What was the last thing that made you laugh?
Kaden. He always does.
Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
...Yes.
Does everyone deserve a second chance?
Absolutely not.
Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
No. I love him, very much so. I could never harbour hatred for him.
Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
They're not really feelings, it's a stagnant just-in-case-you-want-me-I'm-here-but-it's-kay type of feel, and yes the person knows. Other than that I'm not like, in love with anyone or anything special.
Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
Drink it all the time, so lol no.
Listening to?
Dress Looks Nice On You - Sufjan Stevens
"I can see a lot of life in you.
I can see a lot of bright in you.
And I think the dress looks nice on you.
I can see a lot of life in you."
I like this song. I hope that someone says it to me if they see me in a dress. That'd have a profound meaning.
Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
All the time. Draw with it too.
Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
He's at home having a nap.
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not entirely. Sight? No. But in the first conversation, you might feel that click, might feel an intense desire to know more, see more, and it could evolve in time. I don't personally think love is that fast, or that it can be recognized as that feeling through one look.
Who did you last call?
I don't call people.. So I have no idea.
Who was the last person you danced with?
Arko most likely, at his house is the last place I remember, so.
Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
...Cause I wanted to? What kind of question is that?
lol alterior motives, obviously a kiss is going to move the world.
Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
Is that even a question? Obviously 99% of people have. We act stupid in front of the people we like.
Do you tan in the nude?
Yes. I would, I'd have to, but I don't really have a safe place to do so. My yard isn't that private, and my camp isn't as much as it used to be.
If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
Finally gaining the confidence to? No way. I love kisses. D:!
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Kaden. I usually do.
Do you sing in the shower?
Often. I don't even care that I'm probably horridly off tune due to the fact I'm dueling with the music I play. It's a good stress release.
Do you dance in the car?
Not really dance, but I bob my head and sway in an s pattern with my spine all smooth like. :3
Ever used a bow and arrow?
Yuppers! I really enjoy using any sort of ranged weapon to be honest. I used to have great aim. I'd have to practice again though.
Do you think musicals are cheesy?
Completely! That's what makes them great!
Is Christmas stressful?
EHUGH. YES.
Favorite type of fruit pie?
Apple or black cherry.
Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Teacher, artist. That hasn't changed.
Do you believe in ghosts?
To a point. I believe in the whispers and paranoia that everyone has in their heads, they pass off as ghosts to feel better about themselves, more than I do actual ghosts sometimes.
Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
Very often yes. I always do the opposite of what I feel it's supposed to be while it's happening, when I can, makes things very interesting.
What do you wear to bed?
Pj pants or boxers, that's it.
First concert?
The Midway State. Well. Avril Lavigne. The Midway State was the opener. I count them more than her.
Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Walmart.
Nike or Adidas?
How about neither~
Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Option twoooo. Cept I can't eat them in front of people. I have a strange way of eating them.
Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
Writer, musician, or professor/teacher. Someone with an english major, really would be ideal. I've had quite a few people tell me someone like that would be perfect. I agree.
Can you curl your tongue?
Yuppers, and flip it too.
Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Yeah, actually. :3
What is your favorite book?
Tied between A Wolf At The Table, by Augusten Burroughs, and a couple of the stories from my ancient copy of Edgar Allen Poe's extended collection.
Do you study better with or without music?
Usually better with ambience, or instrumentals. With vocals it sometimes gets hard cause I want to sing all the time.
Ever been in love?
Yeah.
Who would you like to see in concert?
TEGAN AND SARA OBVIOUSLY. As well as Astronautalis. Good god I would absolutely kill to see him. Like actually I'd probably leap at seeing him before Tegan and Sara as long as I knew I'd see them too just after. I don't think I'd give up a chance to see T&S to see him. Just so many feels kdfjlkdjglk ;-; And, finally, Sarah Jaffe.
Hot tea or cold tea?
Usually cold.
Can you swim well?
Not at all. I'm horrible at it.
Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yep. Not underwater because it increases my risks for problems but yes. I can.
Are you patient?
The epitome of social patience. And usually other types. Until I get home. Then I don't give a shit, it's my stuff and I want it now.
DJ or band, at a wedding?
DJ. Band would be good but are usually more expensive and don't have a wide enough variety, to me personally.
Opinions on sex before marriage?
It usually happens. I've got a really long opinion on it I'd rather not rant here.
Basically: Don't use it like a contest to see how much you can get/don't be uptight and rude to others if they do and you don't??? Like it's totally cool if you do, or if you don't, that's your deal, I just hate when there's people that are like "OH MY GOD THATS GROSS WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU" and then there's the opposite people that are like "ALL THE SEX ALL THE TIME, EVERYBODY JOIN"
Keep it to yourself, ho damn.
Best room for a fireplace?
Livingroom or large bedroom.
Do you want to get married?
Yehup. Eventually I'd hope so. Not rushing or anything.
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Mental Absence. + Random Questions
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+Added random questions tagger, since I find them interesting to do. Tagged a couple of people.
AH. God I'm in such a sour mood.
I've been letting too much slip by me. I feel like an idiot, and as usual, I feel like I'm letting many people down. It's disappointing. I'm disappointed in myself.
I'm a little more focused on keeping my sanity right now. Art's really the only thing doing that. But in keeping this sanity, I'm also neglecting my homework and many other things that I probably should get to.
I just need to put this somewhere, not like it'd tell the people I want to know about how I'm feeling.
But at least it's sort of taking my worries off my shoulders, just a little bit.
Grah.. Just putting this out there, I probably won't be very mentally active. I'm posting art and stuff, but it's just things that I needed to practice. Or stupid things that help calm me down.
Getting a bit too frustrated right now, trying to make myself happy, not others. Which has its own downfall.
I need to get shit done this weekend.
Let's get real deep, okay?
Uh, alright.
Last person you kissed, how many times did you cry over them?
I'm not comfortable even touching on that. What a way to open this.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Honestly? No, probably not?
Did you have a good day yesterday?
Sort of? Not really.
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
What exactly are the specifications of "feelings" ?
In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
"Hang out", no. I'm going to see my family though, so I will be seeing women, generally.
Has anyone told you they don't want to ever lose you?
Yes. For the first time. This year. Means a lot.
What's the best part about school?
...Uh. Being able to draw in class?
Have you held hands with somebody in the past week?
Yes. Three people.
Could you see yourself dropping out of high school?
UM NO. I have like less than a few months left, why would I do that..?
Do you have any pictures on your facebook?
Of myself? Few. Generally? Yeah, a bit.
Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
Yes, of course. It's still fun.
Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Yes. Probably far more than I should..
Were you single over last summer?
Yes. And if anyone says "BUT WHAT ABOUT THAT ONE WEEK-" yeah, exactly. That one week. I do not count that. At all.
When you scribble on paper, what do you scribble?
There's no such things as scribbles for me. There's just art. Everywhere. All the time. People, furries, objects, animals, everything.
Is your life anything like it was 2 years ago?
No.. Not at all.
Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?
...lol. Um. Yeah. Obviously. Holy shit lmao.
Are all girls shit talkers and bitches?
Most. I absolutely despise women.
Are all guys players and cheaters?
Some are, yes.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
...Nothing right this second, I don't think. I'm resting between assignments.
What if your boyfriend/girlfriend went through your cellphone?
No big deal. If they're my significant other, they're going to know what kind of stuff goes through it daily. I'd prefer if they asked though. I don't need them going through my shit spontaneously.
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Never. He means so much to me.
Are you nice to everyone?
Mostly. It'd be a surprise to see me actually show my hatred to people.
Is it cute when guys/girls kiss you on your forehead?
It is. It really really is. It brings out all of my negativity, just calms me right down. Makes me feel more secure than being in a sealed bomb shelter, to be honest. It just never happens.
Do you find piercings attractive?
Very much so, just depends immensely on where and how many.
Has the most unexpected person ever tell you they had feelings for you?
Yes. Oh lord yes.
If you could change your eye color, would you?
Nope! They change themselves.
Do you like your hair long or short?
Short. I wish I had the courage to get a pixie cut actually.
If you could get a tattoo, where would you get it?
Probably my calf, ankle, or foot. Inner shoulder, near my collarbone, perhaps. Behind my ear, but only if I had something small enough.
Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
"You missed out on something great, you know that?"
Hah. Not to be full of myself, or anything.
What are you wearing right now?
Loose blue element shirt, pj pants.
Do you believe in kissing when you're not together yet?
Well, yeah? I don't see why not.
Do you tend to make things complicated?
Probably yep.
Is confidence cute?
It makes me feel lesser, jealous, and very weak. Some cases though, yes.
What are you listening to right now?
Take It Like A Man (Toxic Avenger Remix) - Dragonette
Where did your last kiss take place?
At my friends house.
What friends did you used to tell the most to awhile ago?
Depends how far back you want me to go?
What friends do you tell the most to nowadays?
Kaden, Raen, and Arko, of course! Senor Bubbles as well as of late.
How's your heart lately?
There.
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Kaaaaadenn.
Where were you at 2:00 this morning?
Sitting right here.
Last time your ex held your hand?
Uh. Jesus um, like yesterday? Arko holds my hand all the time.
Last time your last ex held your hand?
Movie theatre.. Over the summer at some point.
Do you wear glasses?
No. I like them though, on other people.
What's in your cd player?
Dear god.. no clue.
Anything annoying you right now?
Is there ever a moment where there isn't?
If you could do something differently, would you go back?
No. Never.
What will you be doing in a half hour?
Sitting here, still. Might play a bit of TF2 on my next homework break.
Who is the last person you talked on the phone with?
Arko, I'm pretty sure.
Are you going anywhere this summer?
Probably nowhere special.
Did you have plans today?
No, I didn't.
Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
Well I'd certainly hope not. It was nice.
Do you regret something you did yesterday?
I don't think so..?
What kind of pants are you wearing?
Pj pantsuuu.
How many windows are open on your computer?
This window, MSN, and iTunes.
Story behind your hotmail email?
Mum blurted it out when we were picking it years ago.
Is something bothering you right now?
Yeah, actually.
5 thoughts on your mind?
1. Water in my eyes, why am I not enough..? - Lyrics to a song I was singing earlier.
2. God, am I really this needy?
3. I want that again. I want that a million times.
4. I wish I didn't have this work to do.
5. I wish I was enough.
Are you shy?
Yeah. I am.
Are you talkative?
With friends, yeah, I think I can be.
What are you doing tomorrow?
NOTHING~
Where did your last hug take place?
At school, I think.
Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past month?
Yes! I did.
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AH. God I'm in such a sour mood.
I've been letting too much slip by me. I feel like an idiot, and as usual, I feel like I'm letting many people down. It's disappointing. I'm disappointed in myself.
I'm a little more focused on keeping my sanity right now. Art's really the only thing doing that. But in keeping this sanity, I'm also neglecting my homework and many other things that I probably should get to.
I just need to put this somewhere, not like it'd tell the people I want to know about how I'm feeling.
But at least it's sort of taking my worries off my shoulders, just a little bit.
Grah.. Just putting this out there, I probably won't be very mentally active. I'm posting art and stuff, but it's just things that I needed to practice. Or stupid things that help calm me down.
Getting a bit too frustrated right now, trying to make myself happy, not others. Which has its own downfall.
I need to get shit done this weekend.
Let's get real deep, okay?
Uh, alright.
Last person you kissed, how many times did you cry over them?
I'm not comfortable even touching on that. What a way to open this.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Honestly? No, probably not?
Did you have a good day yesterday?
Sort of? Not really.
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
What exactly are the specifications of "feelings" ?
In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
"Hang out", no. I'm going to see my family though, so I will be seeing women, generally.
Has anyone told you they don't want to ever lose you?
Yes. For the first time. This year. Means a lot.
What's the best part about school?
...Uh. Being able to draw in class?
Have you held hands with somebody in the past week?
Yes. Three people.
Could you see yourself dropping out of high school?
UM NO. I have like less than a few months left, why would I do that..?
Do you have any pictures on your facebook?
Of myself? Few. Generally? Yeah, a bit.
Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
Yes, of course. It's still fun.
Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Yes. Probably far more than I should..
Were you single over last summer?
Yes. And if anyone says "BUT WHAT ABOUT THAT ONE WEEK-" yeah, exactly. That one week. I do not count that. At all.
When you scribble on paper, what do you scribble?
There's no such things as scribbles for me. There's just art. Everywhere. All the time. People, furries, objects, animals, everything.
Is your life anything like it was 2 years ago?
No.. Not at all.
Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?
...lol. Um. Yeah. Obviously. Holy shit lmao.
Are all girls shit talkers and bitches?
Most. I absolutely despise women.
Are all guys players and cheaters?
Some are, yes.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
...Nothing right this second, I don't think. I'm resting between assignments.
What if your boyfriend/girlfriend went through your cellphone?
No big deal. If they're my significant other, they're going to know what kind of stuff goes through it daily. I'd prefer if they asked though. I don't need them going through my shit spontaneously.
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Never. He means so much to me.
Are you nice to everyone?
Mostly. It'd be a surprise to see me actually show my hatred to people.
Is it cute when guys/girls kiss you on your forehead?
It is. It really really is. It brings out all of my negativity, just calms me right down. Makes me feel more secure than being in a sealed bomb shelter, to be honest. It just never happens.
Do you find piercings attractive?
Very much so, just depends immensely on where and how many.
Has the most unexpected person ever tell you they had feelings for you?
Yes. Oh lord yes.
If you could change your eye color, would you?
Nope! They change themselves.
Do you like your hair long or short?
Short. I wish I had the courage to get a pixie cut actually.
If you could get a tattoo, where would you get it?
Probably my calf, ankle, or foot. Inner shoulder, near my collarbone, perhaps. Behind my ear, but only if I had something small enough.
Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
"You missed out on something great, you know that?"
Hah. Not to be full of myself, or anything.
What are you wearing right now?
Loose blue element shirt, pj pants.
Do you believe in kissing when you're not together yet?
Well, yeah? I don't see why not.
Do you tend to make things complicated?
Probably yep.
Is confidence cute?
It makes me feel lesser, jealous, and very weak. Some cases though, yes.
What are you listening to right now?
Take It Like A Man (Toxic Avenger Remix) - Dragonette
Where did your last kiss take place?
At my friends house.
What friends did you used to tell the most to awhile ago?
Depends how far back you want me to go?
What friends do you tell the most to nowadays?
Kaden, Raen, and Arko, of course! Senor Bubbles as well as of late.
How's your heart lately?
There.
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Kaaaaadenn.
Where were you at 2:00 this morning?
Sitting right here.
Last time your ex held your hand?
Uh. Jesus um, like yesterday? Arko holds my hand all the time.
Last time your last ex held your hand?
Movie theatre.. Over the summer at some point.
Do you wear glasses?
No. I like them though, on other people.
What's in your cd player?
Dear god.. no clue.
Anything annoying you right now?
Is there ever a moment where there isn't?
If you could do something differently, would you go back?
No. Never.
What will you be doing in a half hour?
Sitting here, still. Might play a bit of TF2 on my next homework break.
Who is the last person you talked on the phone with?
Arko, I'm pretty sure.
Are you going anywhere this summer?
Probably nowhere special.
Did you have plans today?
No, I didn't.
Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
Well I'd certainly hope not. It was nice.
Do you regret something you did yesterday?
I don't think so..?
What kind of pants are you wearing?
Pj pantsuuu.
How many windows are open on your computer?
This window, MSN, and iTunes.
Story behind your hotmail email?
Mum blurted it out when we were picking it years ago.
Is something bothering you right now?
Yeah, actually.
5 thoughts on your mind?
1. Water in my eyes, why am I not enough..? - Lyrics to a song I was singing earlier.
2. God, am I really this needy?
3. I want that again. I want that a million times.
4. I wish I didn't have this work to do.
5. I wish I was enough.
Are you shy?
Yeah. I am.
Are you talkative?
With friends, yeah, I think I can be.
What are you doing tomorrow?
NOTHING~
Where did your last hug take place?
At school, I think.
Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past month?
Yes! I did.
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